Friday, December 11, 2009
[AFTER HOURS] 
[VANITY KILLS] 
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Je viens à vous aujourd'hui avec un cœur très morose
Hello my little darlings
Bonjour mes petits chéris
I come to you today with a very glum heart
Je viens à vous aujourd'hui avec un cœur très morose
I'm worried that I'm becoming numb again....
Je suis inquiet que je suis devenu engourdi de nouveau ....
It's been longer than ever so why do I still feel so fragile?
Il a été plus que jamais, alors pourquoi je me sens encore si fragile?
It hurts...nothing in particular, just my soul and being, as a whole hurts
Ça fait mal ... rien de particulier, juste mon âme et l'être, dans son ensemble fait mal
Exquisite pain and eternal longing, bitterness, sadness and anger...
Douleur exquise et éternelle nostalgie, l'amertume, la tristesse et la colère ...
At least these cause you to feel, but numbness, that causes you to feel nothing and this worries me more than being sad or angry ever could.
Au moins, ces causes que vous vous sentiez, mais un engourdissement, qui vous fait sentir rien et cela me préoccupe plus que d'être triste ou en colère pourrait jamais.
They make you feel alive but numbness doesn't feel like anything...
Ils vous font sentir vivant, mais un engourdissement ne se sent pas comme quelque chose ...
...feels like you are living a half life.
... c'est comme vous vivez une demi-vie.
Bonjour mes petits chéris
I come to you today with a very glum heart
Je viens à vous aujourd'hui avec un cœur très morose
I'm worried that I'm becoming numb again....
Je suis inquiet que je suis devenu engourdi de nouveau ....
It's been longer than ever so why do I still feel so fragile?
Il a été plus que jamais, alors pourquoi je me sens encore si fragile?
It hurts...nothing in particular, just my soul and being, as a whole hurts
Ça fait mal ... rien de particulier, juste mon âme et l'être, dans son ensemble fait mal
Exquisite pain and eternal longing, bitterness, sadness and anger...
Douleur exquise et éternelle nostalgie, l'amertume, la tristesse et la colère ...
At least these cause you to feel, but numbness, that causes you to feel nothing and this worries me more than being sad or angry ever could.
Au moins, ces causes que vous vous sentiez, mais un engourdissement, qui vous fait sentir rien et cela me préoccupe plus que d'être triste ou en colère pourrait jamais.
They make you feel alive but numbness doesn't feel like anything...
Ils vous font sentir vivant, mais un engourdissement ne se sent pas comme quelque chose ...
...feels like you are living a half life.
... c'est comme vous vivez une demi-vie.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Did you miss me?
(princess blog) 
(quite cheeky) 
(blue dayze)
Sorry I have been absent my little monkeys....
I have been working sooo hard on my final projects for fashion school!
OMG I finally finished today...I don't think it's sunk in just yet
I'm so happy because the past few weeks have be so stressful but I'm so proud of all of the work I've done this year. I'm finally doing something I love and I couldn't be happier!
I'm so sad that it's over and that it's been a year already!
2009 has been a very bitter sweet year...
Very tough on me emotionally but very rewarding in the sense that I love fashion and I'm finally where I'm supposed to be....
(hayley cakes) 
(nostalgie de la boue)
Monday, November 16, 2009
IN 2009 I...
[x] broke a promise
[x] made a new friends
[ ] fell in love
[x] fell out of love
[x] done something you swore never to do
[x] lied
[ ] went behind your parents back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[x] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[x] gotten in a fight
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[x] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] drank yourself retarded
[x] lost someone close to you
[ ] went to the hospital
[x] got closer to someone
[ ] streaked
[ ] broke up with a gf or bf
[x] gave up something important to you
[ ] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] made a total fool of yourself
[x] met great people
LOOKING FORWARD TO 2010... Mwah xoxo
[x] broke a promise
[x] made a new friends
[ ] fell in love
[x] fell out of love
[x] done something you swore never to do
[x] lied
[ ] went behind your parents back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[x] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[x] gotten in a fight
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[x] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] drank yourself retarded
[x] lost someone close to you
[ ] went to the hospital
[x] got closer to someone
[ ] streaked
[ ] broke up with a gf or bf
[x] gave up something important to you
[ ] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] made a total fool of yourself
[x] met great people
LOOKING FORWARD TO 2010... Mwah xoxo
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
21 questions...
Is anyone ignoring you right now?
I don't think so, but probably lol
Have you ever kissed someone named Paul or Luke?
No, not yet...but I usually kiss boys with plain, simple names like that.
Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
Umm I don't think so. I had to think about who it was for a second, so it obviously didn't mean a ton!
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
No I love all my girls...I don't talk to people I don't like.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
I really don't talk to boys, I just kiss them hehe
Last song you listened to?
iTunes says it was British India - Vanilla
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
Of course! I'm a regular on the bathroom floor...we are pretty tight
Do you like to cuddle?
Yes but I like kissing better
Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Ummm, I don't know. I'm assuming I have :)
What’s more attractive: when someone kisses you out of nowhere, or when you know its coming?
Both
At your best friend’s house, do you know your way around the kitchen?
Of course it's my favourite room of any house!
Do you find smoking unattractive?
Umm I don't really care, sometimes it can be kind of sexy but when it's like first thing in the morning and all the time it's totally gross.
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Nope
Do you think you’ve changed over the past year?
Oh most certainly, I think I change dramatically every year.
Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?
My sister or my flatmate :)
Let’s test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss?
I think a floral backless dress I bought in Sydney during fashion week.
What hoodie did you wear last?
An old boy's one ;)
Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
Yes, intimately. ME! and everyone I went to college with.
Do you hate the last person you kissed?
No
Do you like to wear sweatpants?
Oh so comffffy my favourite pair are pink velour.
Have you ever been dumped?
Of course, who hasn't. Hurts like a bitch.
Do you plan on getting drunk in the near future?
Sure do!
What was the last thing you drank?
Coke, I'm absolutely addicted.
When was the last time you threw up?
Halloween night
Have you ever phoned a sex hot line?
NO!...would be funny though!
When you're angry do you get loud or quite?
Depends who I am with...If it's my family loud but otherwise I just get quite and sad.
You have taken 15 shots of straight vodka in a row what happens?
I DIE! I never have drank that many shots
What are you looking forward to right now?
Dinner with my friend Colleen tomorrow night!!!
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Watching dvds, contemplating that I should go to bed
Do you remember the name of the boy you first had a crush on?
Andrew Spivey in Grade 3 all I remember about him is that he had brown hair and cryed alot!
Were you single on your last birthday?
Yes I was.
What is your middle name?
Elizabeth Bernadette
What did you last buy?
Tinsel, lots of it!
I don't think so, but probably lol
Have you ever kissed someone named Paul or Luke?
No, not yet...but I usually kiss boys with plain, simple names like that.
Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
Umm I don't think so. I had to think about who it was for a second, so it obviously didn't mean a ton!
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
No I love all my girls...I don't talk to people I don't like.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
I really don't talk to boys, I just kiss them hehe
Last song you listened to?
iTunes says it was British India - Vanilla
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
Of course! I'm a regular on the bathroom floor...we are pretty tight
Do you like to cuddle?
Yes but I like kissing better
Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Ummm, I don't know. I'm assuming I have :)
What’s more attractive: when someone kisses you out of nowhere, or when you know its coming?
Both
At your best friend’s house, do you know your way around the kitchen?
Of course it's my favourite room of any house!
Do you find smoking unattractive?
Umm I don't really care, sometimes it can be kind of sexy but when it's like first thing in the morning and all the time it's totally gross.
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Nope
Do you think you’ve changed over the past year?
Oh most certainly, I think I change dramatically every year.
Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?
My sister or my flatmate :)
Let’s test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss?
I think a floral backless dress I bought in Sydney during fashion week.
What hoodie did you wear last?
An old boy's one ;)
Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
Yes, intimately. ME! and everyone I went to college with.
Do you hate the last person you kissed?
No
Do you like to wear sweatpants?
Oh so comffffy my favourite pair are pink velour.
Have you ever been dumped?
Of course, who hasn't. Hurts like a bitch.
Do you plan on getting drunk in the near future?
Sure do!
What was the last thing you drank?
Coke, I'm absolutely addicted.
When was the last time you threw up?
Halloween night
Have you ever phoned a sex hot line?
NO!...would be funny though!
When you're angry do you get loud or quite?
Depends who I am with...If it's my family loud but otherwise I just get quite and sad.
You have taken 15 shots of straight vodka in a row what happens?
I DIE! I never have drank that many shots
What are you looking forward to right now?
Dinner with my friend Colleen tomorrow night!!!
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Watching dvds, contemplating that I should go to bed
Do you remember the name of the boy you first had a crush on?
Andrew Spivey in Grade 3 all I remember about him is that he had brown hair and cryed alot!
Were you single on your last birthday?
Yes I was.
What is your middle name?
Elizabeth Bernadette
What did you last buy?
Tinsel, lots of it!
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